Post by beth22222 on Mar 25, 2013 22:07:01 GMT -5
I am so upset.
My crush has left today to go to Korea and Japan for 3 whole weeks. I would usually be chill about it.... But...
HIS PARENTS WON'T LET HIM TEXT
I mean... Who else texts me? I mean I have to face it, he is my best friend and we talk together all the time.
He said he will try to email me, but so far he has been on a plane for like 15 hours and then will be with part of his family.
Yes I know this because he told me. He is 50% Irish, 25% Japanese, and 25% North Korean. Like wtf, North Korean.
North Korean
North Korea
North Kore
North Kor
North Ko
North K
North
North
NORTH Korean.
Do you see my point?
But his family now lives in South Korea... But...
WHAT IS HE IS BOMBED
WHAT IF HE GETS TRAPPED IN A BATTLE
WHAT IF HE DIES?
Dies
Dies
Dies
Dies
Dies
Die.
I mean, he is the reason why I am now social.
He gave me an actual life.
If he is on vacation, that means no tripping each other in the halls. No giving each other looks and have silent conversations in Chorus. No support together. No marker wars. No texting each other. No seeing him in person. Loneliness.
UGH!
Oh well, I hope these three weeks go by fast.
He texted me that he will miss me more than most people he will miss. He said he will miss me more than his girlfriend- and he kind of hinted he might miss me more than her.
Like why does life seem good then all of a sudden it lashes out at you.
And no I do not want inspirational comments or ones to "fix" me. Or my age be stated. I think I fricking know about my life.
It's not just him leaving for 3 weeks, it's also the fandom I am in. It is totally screwed up right now. Also I have to spend a day with my cousins, including my 7 year old Directionater cousin who only likes Harry because I am a Hazza girl and is 98 lbs- just like me. And she can't walk 10 feet without drinking a can of soda and eating a bag of chips. Who thinks her doctor is trying to kill her because they said she can't drink soda and can't eat after 10:00 pm. Who is somehow a cheerleader. Who my little 5 year old sister looks up to. Who is a complete asshole to my little sister. Who has a bitchy mom who is my aunt. Who made my mom cry. FML.
Oh well I have my 14 year old cousin who is a real Directioner and we can try to avoid her. We can always Powerwalk for a minute and my little cousin would die and fall to the ground to eat a jumbo lollipop.
I JUST WANT TO TEXT MY CRUSH ALL DAY OR HANG OUT WITH HIM INSTEAD OF HANGING OUT WITH A BRATTY GIRL WHOS MOM IS A COMPLETE BITCH.
Also, it's that time of month. I think starting tomorrow. Or I am really and at counting.
Ugh where is my jumbo jar of Nutella? And my giant spoon.
*GOLEM VOICE* STUPID SPOONSES! STUPID STUPID SPOONSES!
AAoOD2 Bitches. Haters gonna hate,YOLO, swag, swerve, twerk, dubstep, Harlem shake.
Don't do drugs kids.
It's bad.
It's screwed up.
Swerve~
Twerk on~
A very upset Beth....
Who does not want to hear about her age and not be entered into random ass group chats on Skype with random ass strangers. Leave me alone I am in a fragile state. I will break and shatter.
My crush has left today to go to Korea and Japan for 3 whole weeks. I would usually be chill about it.... But...
HIS PARENTS WON'T LET HIM TEXT
I mean... Who else texts me? I mean I have to face it, he is my best friend and we talk together all the time.
He said he will try to email me, but so far he has been on a plane for like 15 hours and then will be with part of his family.
Yes I know this because he told me. He is 50% Irish, 25% Japanese, and 25% North Korean. Like wtf, North Korean.
North Korean
North Korea
North Kore
North Kor
North Ko
North K
North
North
NORTH Korean.
Do you see my point?
But his family now lives in South Korea... But...
WHAT IS HE IS BOMBED
WHAT IF HE GETS TRAPPED IN A BATTLE
WHAT IF HE DIES?
Dies
Dies
Dies
Dies
Dies
Die.
I mean, he is the reason why I am now social.
He gave me an actual life.
If he is on vacation, that means no tripping each other in the halls. No giving each other looks and have silent conversations in Chorus. No support together. No marker wars. No texting each other. No seeing him in person. Loneliness.
UGH!
Oh well, I hope these three weeks go by fast.
He texted me that he will miss me more than most people he will miss. He said he will miss me more than his girlfriend- and he kind of hinted he might miss me more than her.
Like why does life seem good then all of a sudden it lashes out at you.
And no I do not want inspirational comments or ones to "fix" me. Or my age be stated. I think I fricking know about my life.
It's not just him leaving for 3 weeks, it's also the fandom I am in. It is totally screwed up right now. Also I have to spend a day with my cousins, including my 7 year old Directionater cousin who only likes Harry because I am a Hazza girl and is 98 lbs- just like me. And she can't walk 10 feet without drinking a can of soda and eating a bag of chips. Who thinks her doctor is trying to kill her because they said she can't drink soda and can't eat after 10:00 pm. Who is somehow a cheerleader. Who my little 5 year old sister looks up to. Who is a complete asshole to my little sister. Who has a bitchy mom who is my aunt. Who made my mom cry. FML.
Oh well I have my 14 year old cousin who is a real Directioner and we can try to avoid her. We can always Powerwalk for a minute and my little cousin would die and fall to the ground to eat a jumbo lollipop.
I JUST WANT TO TEXT MY CRUSH ALL DAY OR HANG OUT WITH HIM INSTEAD OF HANGING OUT WITH A BRATTY GIRL WHOS MOM IS A COMPLETE BITCH.
Also, it's that time of month. I think starting tomorrow. Or I am really and at counting.
Ugh where is my jumbo jar of Nutella? And my giant spoon.
*GOLEM VOICE* STUPID SPOONSES! STUPID STUPID SPOONSES!
AAoOD2 Bitches. Haters gonna hate,YOLO, swag, swerve, twerk, dubstep, Harlem shake.
Don't do drugs kids.
It's bad.
It's screwed up.
Swerve~
Twerk on~
A very upset Beth....
Who does not want to hear about her age and not be entered into random ass group chats on Skype with random ass strangers. Leave me alone I am in a fragile state. I will break and shatter.
#thingsmoreimpressivethantaylorsbritishaccent
#thisisus
And I'm lying on the cold hard ground *insert goat noise that is better than the real artist's natural unautotuned voice*
Sorry if I have offended you. I am just not in a good mood
*huggles* comeheregirlletmeloveyou things will get better I promise and when your cousin comes we can like skype pr something and I can be super mean to her and make her leave. and then you can let your aunt yell at me I promise Ill only cry a little (no jk). And about your best friend idk what I would do in your situation 
