Post by PartyyRockinn on Mar 24, 2013 12:31:18 GMT -5
Whenever I took a break from fh, I lost like 10 pounds and I started eating better and I ran two miles a day and I was finally happy. But then I came back here to help you guys out and I gained all the weight back.
It just like sucks because I have been trying to lose weight since I was in 4th grade because I was always bigger than everyone else in my grade. My doctor told me I have the hormones of a 27 year old when I was 12 so that's why I'm so developed and tall. e.e But I want to get rid of this weight forever.
That means I need to quit fh AGAIN.
But if I didn't quit, I would be so damn inactive that there would be no point of having one.
So I'm just saying. I want to help with this rp but I really need to quit and shed these pounds again. I want to get them off forever. I'm tired of slacking. This is the 5th summer I've failed. Every year I say I'll start after christmas break and be skinny for summer and i STILL haven't. Fuck.
I already know for a fact that I will be quitting for summer.
I don't know. I'm going to figure something out. I'm tired of this fucking weight and I'm tired of getting upset because my best friend wears a size small and 0 and I'm not. I hate the way boys look at her and they don't give two shits about me. The only attention I get is from black boys because I'm "thick". Don't get me wrong, that's fine, but I do want an occasional white guy, y'know?
Anyways. yeah. Just wanted to let out how I feel.
ugh i hate the fucking internet i wish i lived back in the time where curvy thick girls were the ones everyone wanted and there wasnt this much technology it sucks
It just like sucks because I have been trying to lose weight since I was in 4th grade because I was always bigger than everyone else in my grade. My doctor told me I have the hormones of a 27 year old when I was 12 so that's why I'm so developed and tall. e.e But I want to get rid of this weight forever.
That means I need to quit fh AGAIN.
But if I didn't quit, I would be so damn inactive that there would be no point of having one.
So I'm just saying. I want to help with this rp but I really need to quit and shed these pounds again. I want to get them off forever. I'm tired of slacking. This is the 5th summer I've failed. Every year I say I'll start after christmas break and be skinny for summer and i STILL haven't. Fuck.
I already know for a fact that I will be quitting for summer.
I don't know. I'm going to figure something out. I'm tired of this fucking weight and I'm tired of getting upset because my best friend wears a size small and 0 and I'm not. I hate the way boys look at her and they don't give two shits about me. The only attention I get is from black boys because I'm "thick". Don't get me wrong, that's fine, but I do want an occasional white guy, y'know?
Anyways. yeah. Just wanted to let out how I feel.
ugh i hate the fucking internet i wish i lived back in the time where curvy thick girls were the ones everyone wanted and there wasnt this much technology it sucks